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You Won't, I Will (Demo)

by Tenodera

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(Verse One) I constantly, yearn for approval, I just wanna belong in a world where I'm useful, So I forfeit, things that aren't worth it, But sometimes I just can't tell which things are the most important, So here I am, I'm speaking to you as a fan, Of expressing what you feel I hope you understand, That I'm still trying to heal, so I'm sorry if I'm tired, Every time I try to find out how my mind is wired, I just go insane, I just can't comprehend it, But dear universe I wish to remain as intended, Keep my brain, my heart, my hands and every tendon, The way it's meant to be, man I swear I'm not pretending, It's worth the over thinking and the possible insanity, And even now I'm hardly blinking oh the inhumanity, I'm sinking, but not without a final note, So dear, universe I wish to benefit and grow, (Chorus X2) I'm alive and that's good enough for me, If I couldn't love I'd be, just another cup of tea, On the table where your knee, might just accidentally, Knock it off, But I'm okay obeying gravity, (Verse Two) Honestly I know exactly why I'm like this, I'm just afraid to say it and it wouldn't be as righteous, To lay it on your conscious cause to me that shit is priceless, So instead I spark the lifeless using kindness and politeness, Despite this, I still think that I'm not a worthy person, I gotta work hard on recording and rehearsing, On my report card it would say that I'm the worse thing, To ever earn stars but tonight my mind is bursting, Like a supernova, I'm shooting over the rover on Mars, Including the stars, inside a future coma, And so the day I wake up, and smell the new aroma, I'll know it's you, the universe in my persona, (Chorus X2) I'm alive and that's good enough for me, If I couldn't love I'd be, just another cup of tea, On the table where your knee, might just accidentally, Knock it off, But I'm okay obeying gravity.
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[Verse 1] My parents wanted my sister and I to try, So they built us and told us we'd get richer if we provide, Exactly what they requested they pointed us to the sky, And told us reach for it there's no telling what you can find, I was up to go first, cause I was older but before I left with All of this force, they gave me a record to holster, I wanted to say goodbye but before I did they said five and then four and with that the time that I had on this earth was dry, go, I had a mission, I needed to achieve it so I tried my best to see it through, never thought of leaving but this evening was redeeming for the whole entire crew, Back at home cause they were cheering, For me, I was gleaming, With glee, but my joy was interrupted abruptly, When a new realization hit my decoupler so bluntly, That I shivered in the darkness back at home they called at me, And I sent my message back but everytime they had to wait, And with everyday that passed it took much longer to relay, My information back but that's what happens out in space, I'm never coming back, but everything's okay, If there's anything I've learned it's that you just need to create, Don't think about the bad reviews don't think about the hate, Every single step you take is destined to be something great, But only if you put the heart and soul and sweat and dedicate, Every second of every day, never threaten or penetrate, People's bubbles that segregate, what is real and what could be fake, Now I'm here passing Pluto and soon the cloud, Now I'm just out in the sea of black without sound, Surrounded by a blanket of stars, but I'm still alone, Farthest thing from humanity farthest place from my home, The universe is all that's left, I'll face the unknown, And I hope to represent how people on earth have grown
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released November 10, 2014

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